Licking my lips I sit on the couch at Isaac's house. It's his and Nikki's annual Halloween party and I'm nervous. I know Natalie will be here with Taylor. I'm not sure I want to see Taylor and I'm even less sure I want to see Natalie. I know I had decided on taking Isaac's advice but how did I even go about that? Also I was unsure if Taylor had told her yet that he was Abraham's father. That he had lied along with Kate about me being the dad.
"Penny for your thoughts Thor," a voice speaks causing me to come out of my thoughts. Beside me on the couch is Bethany. She is wearing one hell of a Harley Quinn outfit.
Trying to think of something to keep me from getting turned on I look away from her. "How did you even know about this party?" I ask knowing I didn't tell her about this. There was no way in hell I had unless I did it while drunk, then I guess there was a way in hell I had told her.
Bethany laughs as she puts a hand on my leg. "Taylor told me," she says as if I should have known. "He said I should come and try to make amends with you. He seemed really upset after you caught us together."
"I was upset," I sigh, my eyes closing as her hand travels up my leg. Reaching down I move her hand off my leg. "I was going to tell you that I am divorcing Kate, that we could try a real relationship Beth. I mean I do have feelings for you."
Bethany goes silent once I tell her I have feelings for her. "But do you love me?" she asks almost too quite.
Frowning I shake my head no. I may have feelings for her but I don't love her. I can't bring myself to love her when I'm already in love with Natalie. It's like trying to force myself to do something yet failing at it.
"Then we shouldn't be in a relationship Zac," Bethany speaks and I turn to look at her. She seems so calm, much calmer than I would have imagined. "There is someone else in my life anyway," she shrugs as she looks down, her hand going up to brush away some of her fallen hair. "My ex-boyfriend from Kentucky, Austin, he is moving to Tulsa. I think we may try to make things work."
Nodding my head when I hear her I am not sure why this information makes a tiny piece of my heartbreak. I am also happy for her. Happy that it seems like she may have a chance to be happy with someone else, someone who isn't as fucked up as me or my brother. It's what she deserves even if she is slightly crazy herself.
"I am happy for you," I smile hoping she can't tell it is partly fake. "You deserve to be happy and be with someone who will love you."
Bethany grins leaning over to peck my lips softly, "I will always still love you too," she whispers as her lips go to my ears. "I may have to keep those naked pictures of you in that vest for my spank bank."
I can't help it when I laugh at that. "You can keep them," I smirk after she moves away. "It just sucks I never got to have any naked pictures of you to keep for my spank bank," I pout playfully before shaking my head.
Bethany just shakes her head, "You are crazy Zachary," she sighs before standing up. "Crazier than I am," she shrugs before walking away.
Looking away from her I swallow hard when I see Kate walk through Isaac's front door. I hadn't talked to her much since I had told her I was filing for divorce. We had just been going through our normal daily routines, talking as little as possible. Heck when I left tonight she hadn't even mentioned that she was coming or wanted to come. I figured she'd just stay home with the kids, especially Abraham.
Standing from the couch I walk over to her, meeting her at a half way point. "What are you doing here?" I ask through gritted teeth. I try not to let my eyes wander over her body because for once she has dressed in something sexy. Something that shows off what remains of the curves she still has thanks to her pregnancy.
"I wanted to come out and have some fun Zac," she shrugs a smile forming on her lips. "Is having fun a bad thing? I mean I figured maybe we could have some fun together, I could show you what you are missing if you divorce me."
I shake my head not wanting to believe the words coming out of her mouth. She really has gone crazy or maybe she was always crazy to begin with. Maybe I just attract crazy chicks.
"We will not be having any fun together," I speak as we lock eyes. "In fact," I smirk as I look away spotting Bethany across the room. "You see that girl over there. I've been fucking her for awhile. She's the one who released my dick pictures. Her name is Bethany and she is my date," I hiss out wanting to make Kate mad. After everything she has put me threw she deserves it.
Kate glares at me, her arms crossing over her chest, "So you've been cheating on me again?" she asks her voice coming out as cold as ice. "And to think I felt guilty for lying about Abraham."
"I guess what goes around comes around," I smirk more before turning and walking into the kitchen where the alcohol is. All I can do now is hope that Kate doesn't go confront Bethany because I am not sure Bethany will keep up my lie about her being my date, not when we has basically ended our relationship.
Grabbing a beer that is on the counter, I open it and take a long drink before walking outside onto the back porch. I need to get out of the house for awhile and into some fresh air. I'm not exactly sure how to take the fact that Kate, Natalie, and Bethany will all three be in the same place soon, whenever Natalie and Taylor get here.
Taking another drink from the beer I chew on my lip hoping that Taylor hasn't told Natalie about his sleeping with Bethany. If has Natalie may just murder her and I'm not sure I could let her do that which would probably end up with me being murdered.
When I finish the beer I go back inside where Isaac pulls me into a conversation he is having with some of his friends. I'm not even sure why he has done this so I just move away wanting to find a quite spot by myself. I really don't feel like socializing, not right now.
Eventually after what seems like hours though I know it's probably not I feel eyes on me. Looking up I raise an eyebrow when I see Natalie looking away. I can't help but take in her outfit. Of course it figures she'd chose one that would have to somehow match mine, even if she didn't know it was matching mine. She had to go and be Jane Foster, Thor's love interest.
Keeping my eyes on Natalie I watch as she walks past me, heading into the kitchen. I know it's wrong but I follow behind her standing by the fridge as she picks up a beer and opens it taking a drink.
"Fucking Bethany," she mutters under her breath which makes me want to giggle. Shaking my head I walk up behind her. I know what I want to say will get me killed but oh well, I like Natalie when she is jealous.
"Yeah I wish I was fucking her," I reply watching as she turns to look at me. I can't help but blushing when she checks me over. I hope she likes what she sees. I hope that she likes it better than Taylor who I think was dressed as The Joker, which is funny considering Bethany's costume.
Natalie laughs bitterly before taking another drink, "I'm sure you do," she spits out rather harsh. All I can do is offer an innocent smile her way. I'm quite relieved when she eventually offers me a smile back. Maybe I can melt her cold heart she has grown since seeing Bethany here.
"I miss you Zac," she speaks again though it's hushed.
I blush again and move closer to her. Hearing her say she has missed me has opened a door I thought may have been closed thanks to my constantly turning down her wanting to hook up for the past few months. I had thought maybe she had decided to just be a good wife to Taylor but now that I know she hasn't I can finally make head way in doing what Isaac told me to do, fight for the woman I love.
"I miss you too Natalie," I whisper once I am close enough that I know only she can hear me. "Meet me upstairs in Isaac and Nikki's bedroom in ten," I whisper again before moving away and walking out of the kitchen.
Going to the living room I look around making sure no one is watching me before I take the stairs and head up to my older brother's bedroom. When I arrive I shut the door before going to sit down on the bed. I wish I could say I was having second thoughts about this but I'm not. I never have second thoughts with Natalie anymore.
Hearing the door open I smirk at Natalie before she turns to shut the door behind her. I'm relieved when she also locks it as well. I really don't want to be caught in the act of fucking one brother's wife while in the other brother's bed.
When Natalie sits down beside me I look her over and smirk more. "You chose your outfit perfectly," I whisper before leaning in to kiss her on the lips.
Natalie kisses me back a hand of hers going to rest on my cheek. I can't help but to shiver at her touch. It's been so long but it is like no time has passed. I still know her, I know how to kiss her the way she likes. I'm sure I also know how to please her the way that she likes.
Eventually I push her back on the bed and lay down over her, kissing her harder. I'm already starting to get hard just from kissing her, having her body so close to mine. It's a thrill, something I know I can't go this long without again.
Natalie pulls away after awhile leaving me confused, that is until she tells me one word, protection. I look at her confused but deep down I know. She and Taylor are trying for another baby which also confirms that he hasn't told her that he is the father of Abraham.
Reaching over onto the night stand where I had left my wallet when I first arrived at the party I find a condom in there then lay it down beside Natalie's head. "For later," I whisper before kissing her again, my hands soon finding their way down to her hips.
Pushing her skirt up I bit down on her bottom lip as I slid her panties off, throwing them somewhere in the room. I hope she won't mind trying to find them later once we are through.
Once her panties are gone I grab her hands putting them on the bottom half of my costume. She doesn't need me telling her what to do. She goes ahead and takes it off a moan coming out of her as soon as she realizes that I have been freeballing this entire time.
I just grin to myself when she turns away to get the condom. After it's open I watch as her hand slips between us and she puts it on me. She is better at putting the condom on me then Kate ever was.
I don't look away from her as she finishes putting the condom on me, at least not until she kisses me again. It's a different kiss than the ones before. This time she is kissing me as if she needs me and only me. I can't help but let myself believe it. I could believe anything when I am alone with just her.
Letting my tongue slide out I moan when it soon finds it's way into her mouth, our tongues tangling together. It's like a perfect wrestling match with her tongue overpowering mine.
Closing my eyes I position myself just right, going inside of her much more gentle than I have in the past.
Natalie whimpers out at my intrusion but I get to work moving in her, making a nice pace. It's slower than any she would be use to from me but I don't care. I want to make love to her. I want to make her feel wanted right now because she is wanted. "Fuck, Natalie," I groan out into her mouth as I close my eyes tighter.
Natalie moves with me after awhile and the only sound that fills the room is the bed squeaking and our skin on each other. I almost wish we could stay like this forever but I know we can't and before long I am proven right. Natalie moans out my name as her breathing gets harder.
I can barely make out her also saying she has missed this and then I feel her walls start to close around me. Kissing her harder I grunt when I finally do release inside of her, her orgasm hitting right at the same time.
Natalie pulls away from the kiss a smile plastered on those perfect lips of hers. I return it and lay my head on her breasts just listening to her heartbeat. "I think this wins for the best Halloween party Nikki and Isaac have thrown," she laughs as her hand goes to play with the ends of my hair. "I hope the Christmas party can live up to this."
I laugh at her mention of the Christmas party. It's much too soon to be thinking of that but if she wants to fuck me then too I am sure that can be arranged somehow.
Moving my head up some, I kiss her neck softly. "I love you Natalie," I whisper on her skin not even sure if she will hear me.
When she doesn't respond back I move away from her and collapse on the bed beside her. I'm trying not to feel hurt that she didn't say it back because I can tell from the look on her face she heard me. Before I can question her though there is a knock on the door which sends us both moving from the bed to make ourselves presentable to whoever it is.
"Zac," Isaac's voice slurs from the other side. "You may want to tell Natalie that Taylor is looking for her downstairs. He seems pissed and says he is ready to leave."
I nod my head as though Isaac can see me. "I'll tell her," I yell back, looking over at Natalie.
Natalie doesn't say anything, she just fixes what is left to fix on her costume then leaves the room, brushing past Isaac on her way out the door.
"You may want to change your bed spread," I tell him as I walk towards the doorway, "And make up an excuse as for why you now have a used condom in your trash can," I shrug knowing that Nikki may get curious if she notices. I don't want her to suspect that Isaac is running around on her, I mean it's bad enough Taylor was convinced Natalie was fucking around with Isaac.