Leaving the office that afternoon, I got in my truck but I didn't drive home. Instead I went to Taylor and Natalie's house. I want to ask Natalie why she even dropped by today. If it was just to have sex with me or if there were more pressing matters and heck maybe we could pick up where we had left off before Isaac interrupted us.
When I arrive at the house, I park my truck and get out, going to the door knocking. As I wait for Natalie to answer I look down and chew on my lip. Once I hear the door open I am surprised to come face to face with Taylor.
"I thought you were out of town," I tell him as I go inside once he moves to let me in. "I mean that is what Isaac said you called and told him as an excuse for not being at the studio today."
Taylor shuts the door behind me and I watch as he walks into the living room, "Obviously it was a lie Zac," he says, his voice a little too harsh.
I make a confused face at his harsh tone. I hate that he is being so harsh with me and for unknown reasons. "Why lie?" I ask as I follow him into the living room and sit down on the couch. The silence in the house almost scares me. What if Taylor in his mood has murdered Natalie and the children.
"Because I don't want to admit that Natalie left me and went to her mom's house," Taylor answers as he sits down beside me on the couch. "Last night we got into an argument over her wedding band and we may have said some things and I may have almost hit her but stopped myself."
Hearing that Taylor almost hit Natalie my blood starts to boil but I keep a straight face. I have no reason to lose it on him. He did stop himself but still. "What made you stop?" I ask curiously hoping any anger I have is not coming across in my words.
Taylor looks away from me, "Ezra walked in as I had my fist raised," he frowns and I watch a few tears go down his cheek. "I was drunk Zac and when I get drunk I just get so angry and mad especially at Natalie," he sighs and I frown when he breaks down crying then.
Even if I am mad at him I also still feel sorry for him. I feel sorry that he is feeling so bad and so low on himself now. Reaching over I pull him into a hug and try shushing him but I'm not sure if it will work. When shushing him doesn't work I am sure I know one thing that will shush him.
"Hey, Taylor," I say and I watch as he lifts his head. "I think I know a way to make you feel better," I smirk as I look into his eyes. God do I hope he falls for this. I mean I'm not used to seducing men before. I'm only used to seducing Natalie or trying to seduce Kate before I realize what a bitch she was.
Taylor's eyebrows knit in confusion, "How can you make me feel better?" he asks his eyes soon traveling down to my smirk and I see a light bulb go off in his head. "Y...you want to have sex with me?" he asks as he pulls away from the hug and looks me in the eyes. "I mean we haven't had sex with just us since the porch and I'm afraid the threesome opened a whole new can of worms."
I just laugh and lean in to kiss him on the lips, "We can talk later," I mutter into his mouth.
Taylor seems to agree because he doesn't pull away from the kiss, instead he kisses me back and lets his hand come up to rest on my cheek softly which makes me shiver. His hand is like an electric current waking up new sensations in me and making my dick grow hard.
Moaning into his mouth I let my tongue go out and it slides into his mouth almost effortlessly and before I know it our tongues are tangling together, fighting an unknown fight.
Another thing that is done effortlessly is Taylor pushing me back onto the couch and laying over me. I don't even realize I am on the couch into I feel his weight above mine. His erection right against my own.
"We have too many clothes," I mutter into his mouth wanting to get naked with him. Wanting to make love to him. It's extremely fucked up that I want to make him feel better because of his pain over Natalie. I should be with Natalie celebrating the fact that she is free of him for now. I mean this is what I wanted for Natalie to be free of Taylor.
Taylor just laughs and pulls away from the kiss, lifting his shirt off and throwing it to the floor before finding the hem of my shirt and tugging it off of me with my help. "Is this better?" he asks before kissing me on the lips again, his hips rolling down into mine and causing me to moan.
I just nod weakly and kiss Taylor back, my hands finding their way to his jeans which I undo and eagerly push off with his boxers. "I need you Taylor," I whisper into his mouth as I feel my own cock straining in my jeans.
If Taylor hears my words he doesn't acknowledge them by speaking, instead his lips move down to my neck where he kisses and sucks on the flesh there for what seems like ever and then his kisses continue down my chest, his lips managing to spend ample amount of time sucking and biting on each of my nipples.
I'm beginning to get the idea that Taylor is teasing me and I like it, fuck do I like it.
"Taylor," I whine out wanting him to go farther down now. I want him to free my cock and give it some attention.
Taylor must know what I want when I whine because his mouth leaves my nipples and he kisses a trail down my chest and to the waist band of my jeans. It's when he gets there that he pulls away and undoes my jeans, pushing them off with my underwear.
"Is this what you wanted Zachary?" he asks in a seductive voice as his hand wraps around my throbbing cock and he starts to pump it, making it much worse than it already was.
I just whimper again and nod my head, unable to form any words.
Taylor smirks at that and he keeps pumping me for the longest time, his hand being replaced by his mouth eventually and I just moan out loudly. His mouth is still the best that I have had around my dick and god is he so good at what he days. It's like he knows what I want and he gives it to me.
Letting my head fall back against the couch, my hand reaches down and tangles in his hair. "Fuck, Taylor," I mutter as I pull his hair softly.
After I pull on his hair, Taylor picks up the speed with his mouth and I smirk, liking how well he knows how to suck my dick. I actually don't think I would mind him sucking it all the time. When he moves his mouth away I whimper but that only lasts for a few seconds before I feel his tongue licking at my hole.
It surprises me and sends shivers down my spine. His tongue is so much more different than Natalie's was in that exact same spot. At the thought of Natalie I curse myself and shiver again as I feel one of Taylor's fingers go inside of me.
Whimpering more I pull on his hair again and start to move my hips with his fingers. My eyes closing tight as I began to wonder if he is preparing me to take his dick. Surprisingly this doesn't bother me near as much then when Natalie mentioned using a dildo on me.
Thinking of Natalie again I try to push her out of my mind and I have accomplished that when Taylor moves his fingers out of me and pulls away.
I open my eyes and watch as Taylor undoes his jeans and pushes them off, a smirk overcoming my lips when I see he has no boxers on. "Naughty," I laugh as Taylor leans down to kiss me again.
As we kiss he positions his cock right in between my ass cheeks and it makes me moan out at how good it feels to have him there.
"C..can I make love to you Zac?" Taylor asks so softly into my mouth that I almost don't hear him.
Instead of speaking words I just nod my head. I want to make love to him or well have him make love to me. If that means he needs me to bottom I will. Even if the thought kind of makes me nervous. I mean I've never had another guy's dick in my ass before.
Feeling Taylor slowly slide inside of me, I make a face and let my nails dig into his back. It hurts god does it hurt but it also feels good too.
Kissing Taylor harder I moan out when he starts to move in and out of me, my nails digging farther into his back at just how good it feels. I can almost forget how wrong this is. I can almost forget that I love Natalie and he is my brother and her husband.
When I feel one of his hands go around my cock, I close my eyes and bite down on his lip when he pumps me with his hand. It feels so nice and good. Though everything with him feels good right now.
"Fuck...Taylor," I whisper into his mouth as my tongue pushes it's way into his mouth. The moment that happens Taylor's movements inside of me get faster as does his hand which is now working masterfully on my dick.
Closing my eyes tighter, I let out a pathetic whimper as I come, shaking under Taylor's body.
Taylor just moans and he keeps moving inside of me until he too finishes and then he collapses onto me and I open my eyes in time to see a satisfied smirk on his lips.
I smirk as well and just hold Taylor close even after he slips out of me, "That was just...fuck there are no words for how good that felt," I admit honestly as I feel Taylor kiss my neck softly. The kiss makes me shiver.
"I have wanted to be inside of you for years," Taylor tells me which surprises me. I knew he had alluded out on the porch when we fucked for the first time that he had wanted me but I never knew that he actually had specific things in which he had wanted to do to me.
Moving away from him I lock eyes with him, "H..how long is years?" I ask as I decide I need to know just how long my brother has wanted me in ways he shouldn't.
Taylor blushes at my question but never once breaks the eye contact. "Not long after I married Natalie. That's when I started fantasizing about you," he tells me and now I blush. He has wanted me that long and never said until now?
"Why not say something before now?" I ask him curiously. I just want answers, no I need answers.
Taylor shrugs and kisses my neck again, "Because I never thought you were gay."
I want to protest at his words and tell him I'm not gay but I can't. I mean maybe I am gay. I have just let him make love to me. That has to mean something, though I can't say I would fuck any other man. So maybe I am just gay for Taylor.
"I..I think I'm just gay for you," I confess as I feel myself blush again. "I mean you are the only man who I find myself attracted too and having sex with," I smile as I run my hands down his back and onto his ass which I grab playfully.
After I grab his ass, Taylor just jumps and laughs, "Does this mean that if Natalie and I are done for good I can have you as my own? Or that even if we aren't we can still mess around?"
At the mention of Natalie's name I swallow hard. How do I answer this one? How can I do this without hurting Taylor?
"No," I shake my head. "You and Natalie will work out and when you do I don't want to be your side piece," I say as I feel a bit guilty. I am perfectly content being Natalie's side piece, at least right now I am telling myself I am. But for some reason I just can't be content with being Taylor's even if he is amazing when it comes to sex.
Taylor pouts some and moves his lips up to my ear where her nibbles. "How do you know we will work out?" he asks as he kisses my earlobe.
I just shake my head again, "Because you love her and she loves you," I smile and move away from him again.
"But we keep cheating on each other," he says as if that should make a ton of difference, even though with them it never has made much difference.
"And?" I ask as I stand up from the couch and get dressed. "You still love each other. You can't deny it. If you didn't love her it wouldn't make you so upset that she took off her wedding band."
At that last line Taylor goes silent and I know he sees the truth in my words. "Tonight was the last night we do something like that. You need to call Natalie though and apologize and I need to go back to my wife," I sigh as I quickly leave his house.
Once I am in my truck I run a hand through my hair. Why did I just encourage Taylor to make things work with Natalie? She is free of him and I could maybe finally have her even if she doesn't love me.
"I just hope she never finds out I had sex with Taylor again," I whisper as I start my truck and drive away. If she finds out she is going to be pissed again. I don't like a pissed Natalie mainly because it means lack of sex...even if our make up sex is pretty great.