The days after Natalie and Taylor both leave seem to pass quicker than I would have liked and before I know it it is already the twelfth of November. Two weeks have passed exactly since they both left. No one has seemed to have heard from either of them or if they have they haven't told me.
Kate and I still aren't on good terms but we have become good at putting up a front for the children when she brings them by. Heck I even let her bring Abraham by because it is partly my fault his dad is gone. He needs someone and it might as well be me he has.
Hearing a knock on the door I finish doing my dishes knowing it's Kate. It's about time for her to bring the kids by. I just hope I have made the apartment look spotless. I try to make sure it meets her standards otherwise she may rip the kids away from me and right now I need something that won't leave me.
Opening the door though, it's not Kate I come face to face with. It's Natalie who is standing at my door.
"N...Natalie?" I ask wanting to make sure I'm not imagining things. Reaching out I put a hand on her cheek a smile forming on my lips when I feel skin. She isn't a figment of my imagination.
Natalie nods her head, "I convinced Kate to tell me where you live," she says as she raises an eyebrow. "Can I come in?"
Moving my hand away from her cheek I move aside so she can come into the apartment. Once she is in I shut the door behind her. "I didn't think you were coming back," I tell her honestly as I watch her take off the jacket she has on, putting it on the coat rack I have in my living room.
"I wasn't going too," Natalie says as she walks over to the couch, sitting down on it. "But mom convinced me I needed to. That hiding out at my brother's in Georgia with all five kids wasn't the ideal thing to do for the rest of my life."
I laugh at what she says, sitting down beside her on the couch, "She probably has a point," I smirk as I chew on my lip. "Taylor left too," I tell her but I figure she probably has already heard.
Natalie nods her head again, "I know. He has called me a few times," she shrugs as she brushes some hair away from her face. "We have both gotten divorce lawyers and are working things out so we can be divorced quickly. He still won't tell me where he is but maybe that's for the best right now."
"Maybe it is," I agree knowing that if she knew where he was one or the other would be trying to work things out and ruin their divorce plans even though divorce is probably the best for them. "W..why are you here? I mean not in Tulsa but at my apartment."
At that question Natalie goes silent for awhile, "I'm not even sure why I am here Zac," she tells me honestly. "I just knew I needed to see you because you seemed like the most logical choice to come and see once I got back home."
I smirk more at her words, "Maybe because you love me," I whisper before leaning in to kiss her cheek softly. I just want to make sure again that she is real and not a figment of my imagination. That I'm not dreaming her like I have done since she has been gone.
Natalie smiles as my lips touch her cheek, "You know I love you," she whispers before turning her head on me, our lips touching each other. "You read it in my letter," she mutters before kissing me.
Kissing her back I close my eyes, letting my arm go around her. I do know she loves me and I know she has came back home. She has came back to me. I'm her home just like she is mine. It's something neither of us can deny anymore, not when there is no reason to deny it now.
When she kisses me deeper I let her push me back on the couch and shiver when her hands find their way up and under my shirt. Her hands are cold on my warm skin.
"I need you," I mutter into her mouth moaning out when her hips move into my own hips. I'm already getting hard. I just hope she has enough time to get me relieved of it before Kate shows up with the kids.
Natalie smirks on my lips then pulls away her hands pulling my shirt up and off me then tossing it to the floor. "Should we really be doing this on your couch?" she asks as she looks down at me a giggle coming out of her perfect lips.
I laugh before pulling her down into another kiss, "Baby," I mutter on her lips. "I think we can do this anywhere we want right now."
Natalie doesn't say anything else, instead she kisses me back letting her tongue find it's way into my mouth as her hands find their way down to my jeans which she undoes in a hurry.
Feeling her push them off I moan out when she pulls away from the kiss her lips moving their way down my body, stopping to tease each of my nipples which causes my eyes to roll back in my head. I'm amazed at how well she seems to know my body. How well she seems to know me.
The moment her lips go around my dick I grunt and let my hand go down to tangle in her hair. She is still so good at sucking me. "Fuck Nat," I mutter as my eyes close tighter when she starts to move her lips on me, my dick going farther into her mouth each time.
When my head drops farther back I know if she doesn't stop I am going to come before she even gets a chance to ride me.
"Nat," I mutter out hoping I can speak. "I'm so....close," I whisper as I feel her take me all the way to the back of her throat, my hand pulling her hair hard.
When she finally moves her mouth away I whimper but open my eyes as I look up at her, seeing her remove her shirt and let it join the rest of the clothes on the floor. Sitting up slightly I reach behind her and undo her bra watching as it falls off.
"I always hated your bras," I tease as I pick up the one that has just been removed, letting it also go to the floor. "They keep in your amazing tits."
Natalie laughs but kisses me, pushing me back against the couch again. "Perv," she whispers into my mouth as she grabs my hands putting them on her own jeans now.
I really hope she wants me to take them off of her because I do and I'm in no mood to be slow about it. I need to be inside of her so she can help me with my problem before my kids get here.
The moment her pants and panties are gone she kisses me harder, the heat from her sex now inches away from my aching cock. I just need her to move down on me and ride me. Make me forget all the bad things that have happened over the last few months. Make me hope that what is happening today is one step in the right direction. That we may have a future together after all.
"Fuck," I hiss out when Natalie finally moves down on me, her pussy already wetter than I had expected it to be. "I missed being inside you," I moan out as she starts to make a rhythm on me her lips moving away from me as her head falls back.
"I missed you being inside of me," Natalie smirks as she places her hands on my chest as she keeps her rhytm going. She seems so determined to work me over quickly as well as working herself over. She must know we haven't got much time. Kate must have told her that today was the day she brings the kids by for me to have them.
Watching her I smirk when her breathing gets hard. It's then I decide to let my hips start to move and within seconds I am able to match her movements. It seems my moving with her is all it takes for her walls to close around me and her body shakes above me as she calls out my name.
Biting my lip I keep moving with her until I too reach my peak seconds after she has. My eyes closing as I lay on the couch satisfied, Natalie laying down on top of me after awhile.
I'm not sure how long we lay there though. It seems like hours but I know it's not. It's probably only minutes. But those minutes are the best in the world because it's then that I finally hear her tell me she loves me again.
"I love you too," I smile as I open my eyes to look up into her brown eyes. "I love you so much baby."
Natalie just smirks, slowly moving off of me, "Enough to be with me?" she asks as she gets dressed. I can't help the pout forming on my lips as she does but I know I too should dress.
Standing up as well I reach for my clothes, "Enough to be with you," I tell her as I put my clothes back on. "I mean if you want me."
"I do want you Zac," Natalie nods before walking towards the door. "Just...we need to try going slow for Taylor's sake."
I just nod watching as Natalie opens the door then walks out of my apartment like it's nothing. Sitting back down on the couch I grin. I'm sure I look like a stupid school boy in love but hell I am in love even if I am not a school boy. Natalie and I are together and even though we have to take things slow I have a good feeling about this. I hope that good feeling stays even when Taylor decides to show back up in Tulsa again.